Everything is already laid out for us. Isn’t that an odd thought. The thought that maybe what you are doing right now, at this very moment, has already been seen by another.. That God or a higher power already knows exactly what you will be doing a second, minute, or years from now. He knows what the end will look like. It bogfles my mind. But if you had the chance to see what your end looked like would you? Would you wreck the surprise? Would you want to know? What if it threw off the entire outcome? And once you got to the end it wasn’t at all what you were looking forward to all that time? What if you single handedly wrecked your life and the end of it? All because you took a sneek peek! So do you really want to know? I don’t! All I know and all I care to know is that this is now. And now is all that matters. This higher power, this God knows exactly what is going to happen and that higher power is loving and kind and perfect so I choose to trust him and leave my life in his hands. Whatever is laid out for me, I know it will be amazing. I know that every struggle it took to get there.. Will be totally and 100% worth it.
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Have you ever cried in the shower? Have you ever cried over something thay happened a long time ago? I did both today. I cried because looking back hurt just as much as it did when it was happening. I felt the same pain slicing threw me. The same throbbing heart. It was like it happened yesterday. Truth is I hadn’t thought about it in a long time and I thought I was over it, but today in the shower when no one was around I cried.